| - Holy Shit It's been a really long tome since I've posted this thing. I've been using diaryland for awhile now. But yeah, there's been a lot going on right now and it's kind of hard to deal with.
Yesterday I got in a huge fight with my mom and told her, "FUCK OFF AND GO TAKE YOUR FUCKING MEDS!!!" I feel so bad about saying that. This is going to sound weird, but through everything, my mom has always been my best friend, and your not supposed to treat your best friends like that, especially if they are you parent!!! I feel like shit. I ended up appologizing, but I still feel like I should say sorry again. I plan on doing so today.
Yesterday kind of sucked. It was fun when Jake showed up, because then I wasn't the tag-a-long anymore, I actually had someone to talk to. Krissy and Clint were in their little corner of the parking garage doing shit...lol. When Jake showed up I was like "YAY!!!! I finally have someone to talk to!!" Jake and I talked for awhile, and then Krissy and Clint left to go SOMEWHERE to have fun. Jake had to leave, and I was BEGGING him not to leave because I was scared to be in that parking garage alone. He had to go to his AA meeting. So, he left me, and I ended up starting to cry, calling out Krissy's name every five seconds. I told Krissy I wasn't ever being her little tag-a-long again. She looked at me and said, "That's bull shit! You're always my tag-a-long!" That made me feel like I was just her bitch. So I was just like, "Okay yeah I know and I'm fucking tired of it, I'm not doing this anymore."
Thus, her and Clint went to church and I'm sitting here at her house. Because I don't want to be their little tag-a-long. Knowing Krissy, their not even at church, their probably skipping, and doing shit instead. I'm happy I didn't go. I mean, I LOVE KRISSY TO DEATH, but I just hate always being the third wheel.
Oh and to Jake, I'm sorry I was trying to stop you from going to your AA meeting, I know how much you needed to go. I'm truly very sorry if I made you late also. Damn, I wish I would have taken that cigarette ..jk..I Love You Jake! ...We are so best friends. Haha.
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-Miss Hailey- |
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